I have to do something...

It's crazy how life passes you by without even knowing it. It goes by so fast it's pretty suprising when people ask you, "so whathave you done these past years?", or "what are you planning for the future?"I usually think back to the question, " what have I done these pastyears?" and to be honest to everybody who's reading this I haven't done anything to my own advantage. Then sometimes I say no wait I havedone something, but not everything. I usually just sit there and let lifepass me by, and what am I doing while i'm just sitting there?, Well nothing pretty much. I sometimes think I have to do something before I get older,and not be able to enjoy myself as much. I'm 16 about to turn 17, and I guessI have to grow up now, and stop letting my life pass by like if I didn'tcare about it. people ask me all the time what I want to be when I grow up, or if i'm going to college. The thing is yeah I know what I wantto be and all and I want to help the poor I want want to be a social worker, butsee I can have a plan and everything, but what makes me think that that plan isn't going to change? Maybe it is or maybe its not. Whatever it might beit's all going to depend wheather i like it or not. Just like Ricky <3 told me, and I quote, "not everything you plan is going to happen, unfortunately."I used to think he was just saying that to be a jerk, butno he's rightHe wasn't saying it to be mean or anything. I mean I want to be a musician,asocial worker, an artist and everything, but in this world, I belive, you can only be one, unless you want to spend your entire life in school. I guess I have to look into things closely before choosing what i'm going to be doing for the rest of my life.For now, I have to enjoy life, love, friends, and other things before it's to late. :]



-Tania